Affair of the Heart

I'm experiencing a little bit of a broken heart. And I can't tell Shakey about it, because well being my husband and all...he probably wouldn't understand.

You see I have this crush. And there is nothing I can do about it. We live too far away from each other, so there is no way to do anything about it--though if we were closer you better bet there'd be some meeting up going on. We certainly share quite a bit with each other, but it just never seems to be enough. I mean how much of your soul can you really share through stolen one-way communications?

I just don't know what to do about it anymore. Oh yeah, and have a I mentioned there is some major jealousy on my part? Though I love to hear about my crushes doing great things with others...I just can't help but wish I was part of fun. I have to get over it. But I just don't know what to do.

Do I break it off? Do I just stop communicating? What?! How do you mend a broken heart?

See unless Karrie and OTJ decide to relocate to the DC metro area how are we all going to be best friends and drink margaritas together? And now that OTJ is all MILFed out...how's a girl like me not to be crushin?

All you internet friends are just so fun, but I'm so jealous of those of you who get to meet up with each other. Sounds like there was a gang up in NYC who just did the get together thing and it sounds like fun.

Guess I'll just have to go turn on the iTunes and nurse my jealousy over some good 80's tunes. I mean how can you listen to Steve Perry utter those deep lyrics

Only so many tears you can cry

'Til the heartache is over

And now you can say your love

Will never die

Whoooooa-oh-whoa

Whoooa-oh

Ooooooh-whoa, ooh-whooa

and not TOTALLY know that you're not alone?