I Suck!

Have you ever tried really hard NOT to do something? I don't mean in the physical--holy cow it's the sour apple quick steps I've got to find a bathroom fast (too bad I have to walk 8 blocks to get there)! I mean something you have control over. It's tough.

It seems the more I try not to do something, the more I think about it. And the more I think about it, the more I want to do it. A vicious, vicious cycle.

I'm sure alchohol might help. But is the headache really worth it?

Today I'd like to be 24 again. I could manage the headaches then.